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It Needs to Be Said...

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 1:13 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: New Devine
  • Drinking: coke
I don't know what to do...I don't know what to think...Each day becomes more and more of a struggle, a question as to why I bother...something holds me here, yet with each passing moment, I am withering away, dying inside quickly...I've tried for a long time now, tried to push these thoughts aside, tried to keep the urges of the past away...

I feel that in the next 24 hours...I will fail...

If I could start over...if I could change the things and the medical condition that made me this way...I would, I swear I would...I cant now...I wish my family would help inside of looking at me as a waste of space...but that is all I am...isn't...a waste of space waiting to crumbling in the ashes of time, to be forgotten...

I don't know how much longer I can hold my mind...I am slipping away, loosing the battle inside...I fear I am about to revert back to what I once was...

I don't know what to do...

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  • Current Residence: Hiding in my room somewhere
  • Interests: Drawing, writing, Roleplay, Sonic >3
  • Favourite movie: I hardly watch tv anymore, cause it sucks
  • Favourite band or musician: None at the moment
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly RPGs but some bands every now and then
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jodi Thomas
  • Favourite style of art: pencial
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Favourite game: Tales of Symphonia, Secret of Mana or any of those. (Final Fantasy VII too!)
  • Favourite gaming platform: I play them all, does that count?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mew?
  • Personal Quote: My back maybe turned, but I am always here for you.

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~Chibi-Violet:iconChibi-Violet: Jul 4, 2009, 10:58:12 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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=kitsunekage:iconkitsunekage: Jun 4, 2009, 7:09:43 AM
Thanks for the watch ^w^

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~evil-chocobo:iconevil-chocobo: Jun 4, 2009, 3:43:10 PM
No prob ^.^

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I sit close to the window, staring out into the sun that barely peeks over the horizon, waiting....waiting to jump out of it when I can't take it anymore.
Mood: Joy ~Cloudpoppie:iconCloudpoppie: May 27, 2009, 1:21:30 AM
i can actually read that no idea what it says but i can read it
~evil-chocobo:iconevil-chocobo: May 27, 2009, 1:29:21 AM
what?

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I sit close to the window, staring out into the sun that barely peeks over the horizon, waiting....waiting to jump out of it when I can't take it anymore.
~Cloudpoppie:iconCloudpoppie: May 27, 2009, 1:33:57 AM
never mind looking at old comment with hiragana in it yes i know i read old comments yes that makes me sad by the way like your kh picture
*hylian-maiden:iconhylian-maiden: May 15, 2009, 6:39:44 AM
Thanks for the favorites! :thanks:

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~evil-chocobo:iconevil-chocobo: May 15, 2009, 1:05:27 PM
welcome

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I sit close to the window, staring out into the sun that barely peeks over the horizon, waiting....waiting to jump out of it when I can't take it anymore.
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